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Showing posts with label memories. Show all posts
Showing posts with label memories. Show all posts

Wednesday, 30 July 2014

Black gold

Hello, my name is Lisa. I am addicted to coffee.
I don't know exactly how long this has been going on but I would guess 15-20 years.
My whole family are coffee junkies, my mom, my dad, even my gran. The first thing we do when we get up in the morning is to go to the kitchen and switch on the coffee machine. You know the one where you put the paper filter in the top and then the coffee grounds and the water goes in the back.
It doesn't matter who gets up first, he or she just makes enough coffee for everyone, takes a cup and fills the rest into a flask so there is enough at least until breakfast. And trust me that won't be the last time the coffee machine is running in one day. We drink coffee no matter what time of the day. I don't think any of us have problems sleeping after a cup of coffee.

Coffee has just always been part of my family, there is no time in my memory when there was no coffee. When I was little my mom would work night shifts so she would get up in the afternoon just after I got home from school and I would already have the coffee running. At that age, I didn't even drink any yet, but I already knew how the coffee machine worked. In fact I was too small to reach everything I needed, so I had to get a stool and climb onto the kitchen counter. I think I was about 8 or 10 at that point.

I can't remember when I first started drinking coffee. I know that when I moved out and into my first flat share at the age of 17 I already had a coffee maker. Or at least a filter you could put your grounds in, then you pour water and let it drip into your cup or flask. At a friends house a couple of years later I first tried coffee out of an espresso maker you know the ones you put on a stove. I learned to like that stuff, too and even bought one for my travels, because I can't stand instant coffee. I only drink that stuff when there is nothing else. It's for baking or lazy kids who just moved out from mom's, but eventually they will find their way back to the good stuff. 

But that's the problem here in the UK, there is (almost) nothing else. I have worked in nurseries and babysat in families and only one family had a proper coffee machine. ONE in maybe 20 or more places I have been. Hostels are the same unless you have longterm guests who love their coffee as much as I do. Unfortunately I lost my wee espresso maker while traveling, so I bought a french press. It has been replaced a few times, since those things are mainly made of glass they break easily, but I couldn't live without it. And my friends and colleges here at the hostel know it. My boss knows not to talk to me, until I had a cup of coffee. When people don't get an answer when they say hello, they know that I didn't have any coffee yet. Sometimes someone starts talking to me and chewing my ear off and I just tell to fuck off and that I didn't have coffee yet, and they apologies, even though I was the bitch. They even post funny pictures of how I am without and with coffee on my facebook wall like this one here. I even had a cup that said "wake up and smell the coffee", it broke my heart when it broke the other day. Such a great cup!

And cake and coffee just go together so well, it's actually a thing in Germany. If you invite someone over for coffee, it is usually at three in the afternoon and there will be some sort of cake of biscuit involved. That is just a fact. And never ever will you get instant coffee anywhere.

But it's more than just a drink or a way to wake up. I am not even sure, if coffee helps me with that, I think it has more to do with comfort. There is nothing better than during or after a night shift or a night out than sitting on the front steps of the hostel with a cup of coffee and a cigarette and enjoy the peace and quiet before the city wakes up and watch the sun rising. Coffee is warm and delicious and somehow soothing even though it increases your heart rate. I think it reminds me of good times with my family or friends....





Saturday, 7 June 2014

the music should groove your bones

I just got out of the shower and was about to get ready to go to a wee free festival, just a 10 minute walk from my house(yeah... hostel). So I thought I could listen to some music that would get me in the mood.
Back in 2006 I lived and studied in Germany and had just moved into a new flat with a new flatmate and it turned out we were rather perfect for each other. We were so similar! Same hair, same body type, similar clothing. My mom even asked, if I had been cloned. At some point, one would say what the other one thought and we even invented our own secret code.
But also a very similar taste in music. From some old school goth stuff to the singer/songwriter stuff I was into at the time.
In fact, before going to Uni I had spend a couple of months in Ireland and I fell in love with the country and its music scene. I still keep going back every now and then.
So back in our flat I would play my favourite bands and singers all day long, to the point where she knew them, too. Because I was missing Ireland a lot, we kept going to an Irish pub in our town and two Irish boys were playing every weekend, and we became kind of their fans. They must have thought we were nuts, well they weren't far off.
Around the same time the singer of a German punk rock band died. I had not exactly been friends with him, but since we lived in the same city we ran in to each other here and there. And it hit me hard! So we bought a bunch of their CDs at a car boot sale I think. We listened to them a lot, too.
It's crazy thinking about this time now. It feels like it's a million years ago but on the other hand a lot of memories are still fresh and they are very precious.
I know that I have not always been the best friend. In fact I have been a proper bitch in a certain situation. And I still think about what would have happened, if I hadn't been. But I guess you can't change the past, so I try to go with the good stuff. And I am very glad, that I was forgiven.
Anyways.... the playlist I stumbled upon on my search for upbeat music was a playlist of a bunch of our favourite songs. And as I was listening I got in a really good mood, started dancing in my wee room and all the memories came back to me.
It is a real gift to a soundtrack to that time.

And here is the playlist:
The Bates - Donna Clara
Declan O'Rourke - your world
Mund - July
John Byrne - (I am sorry, I don't know the title)
Roesy - Naughty Girl (Beyonce)
The Frames - Finally
The Verve - Bittersweet Symphony
Juliet Turner - Toxic (Britney Spears)
Paddy Casey - Sweet Suburban Sky
Brian McGovern - Scars
John Byrne - You'll Never Know
Declan O'Rourke - Sarah
Mundy - Healthy
The Bates - Ich bin nicht verliebt
Bell X1 - Like I love you (Justin Timberlake)
Myself - Go back (yes, I used to make music....)
The Bates - Immer weiter